arrive anew at the foot of
your lovers throne, arrive anew a thousand-fold. arrive again a thousand times more!
It flows through you
infinitely
she spurns and scorns you,
acknowledges you not,
or flings at you, her self
in reverence sought
It belongs not to you
shatter yesterday, destroy
the walls around your heart,
throw experience to the
wind <disintegrate>
that which flows into Its path is annihilated, absorbed
face her raw, face her
now,
face her here, face her
fresh,
face her not yesterday,
nor face her at the ‘morrow
clearly hear and listen
to each intent, each
breathe,
… each space betwixt…
remain fixed, dance with
each sound,
each letter, each
syllable, each word resound,
each emotion, each
thought, each silence,
each rage, each fear, each
doubt,
each inflection, each
silence, each whisper…
listen anew, discard
residual remnants of reason, ego, pride
she isn’t yours to go home
to,
she isn’t yours to go home
with,
she isn’t here to be
rescued,
she isn’t here to pick
your pieces up off the floor.
she.
isn’t.
here.
neither are you
